getting real into the four humors tonight. yes the medical stuff was largely bullshit but i think the personality/seasonal/life cycle stuff was close to...something. something interesting and helpful for unintended reasons if not intended reasons. what humor do you think you are? i think i'm phlegmatic, at least right now
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new blog, again
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badgraph1csghost
8 months ago
"you're not being abused, you're not losing your agency", they said as they began to abusively take away your agency.
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i hate myself
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one of my friends stopped by today to give me a handmade miku doll
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a week and a half and the holidays are over. i just hafta make it a week and a half
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i'm a dick who deserves dicky behavior
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benny1548132
9 months ago
yeah but. this isn't a thought i had unprovoked, this is something my mother said to me last night
i don't know how many of you even know this page exists but i updated it to fix grammar https://benny1548132.nekoweb.org/a-graveyard.html
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benny1548132
9 months ago
yeah, dude, it mattered. but so does putting one foot in front of the other. i just gotta keep putting one foot in front of the other
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asterion
9 months ago
I understand the sentiment. The systematic creation of Unicursal Mazes can be frustrating due to its pace but slow and steady progress always yields results in the end.
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i really miss my most insane friends. the group of people i had a few months ago who were all disabled & kinky & weird & fun. i boycotted / am boycotting Discord, sure, but i offered up Matrix, Signal, or just texting me since many of them had my number, and none of them followed up. i think about those people a lot. they were great
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benny1548132
9 months ago
well, except for that last part. but i would get incredible memes and posts about their plushies and their hobbies and useful information about medication and methods for recovery, anti-psych stuff, too, and we'd play Ponytown and different drawing games together. we also watched Nosferatu together
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benny1548132
9 months ago
too bad a few revealed themselves to be Zionists, and the rest were / are...apparently glued to Discord so strongly it's comparable to a human fly trap
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i thought sanguine at first, but i changed it to phlegmatic; i am friendly, but not very happy
mainly phlegmatic as well but also a little bit choleric
i’m forever a sanguine :p