You may lack self-discipline, but is it also possible there's something you are avoiding, don't want to think about (or don't want to be alone in your thoughts) or are struggling with? A lot of those distractions are like dissociating, it's like our brains shut down and the pain or whatever goes away. The absolute best part, though, is you've made a HUGE effort to make changes. This stranger is proud of you :)
All caught up with Blaugust after lagging a few days behind last week, and media log + lists update.
i love your cat !!! Stinky can hassle me for treats any time
Ohh I really love that "syllabus to me" post, I might also need to take a crack at it.......
You may lack self-discipline, but is it also possible there's something you are avoiding, don't want to think about (or don't want to be alone in your thoughts) or are struggling with? A lot of those distractions are like dissociating, it's like our brains shut down and the pain or whatever goes away. The absolute best part, though, is you've made a HUGE effort to make changes. This stranger is proud of you :)
oh absolutely i was avoiding things, some of the most intense hours account for when a family member was dying! but yes haha thank you