blow my mind dj blow my mind!!!! (finally got around to adding that vid to the page)

( ੭ >ᴗ< )੭☘︎ ́˖ i will be crossing my fingers that you get positive response!! good luck, so brave!

i shall be fucking around and finding out levelheadedly :-þ

funny bit abt having met this friend pre-feelings (3x) - lives further away than the prior two crushsituations combined, but all the times we've met have been at music events! and funnily enough the shysoft dream in question was also at a music event...

Exciting development !

"my stupid little bonfire heart"!!! <3!

Bonfire Lit

raging inferno

raging inferno was the fucking 2021 instance lowkey LOL (had crazy intense mixedish feelings at points - and vented about such a LOT to at least one friend-confidant and to the crushfriend himself ppfffff)

compared to this lovely bonfire at beautiful sunset anyway

now thats what i call.... yapfest with Feeling(s)

@peesee if u in specific see this - i have a 2021 gossips cafe screenshot of an exchange of ours about a dream-catalysed crushlike i had back *then* - this is definitely softer, cos had known this friend longer by the time of the shysoft dream hittin' than that friend... longer time to digest all this in more peace. feels nice to take it slow. but i digress

well - and each friend's different circumstances and reactions to me telling the dreams too haha (current one was just like *oh!*)

oh Belatedly, and ... this friend comes across more serene (got reminded of the existence of this word the other day ...)

I loved reading all this yesterday btw - and am glad you are hyper-aware of your flowery and wonderful use of english (and glad it also happens in estonian!) - and that is wild about the 2021 screenshot! "crushlike" <3

:-]]]

smilepage may need a hard refresh for the changes to fully kick in. a friend reminded me of the whole 'programmers are asked to make the worst volume controls' bit and i got a bit inspired... (i did back up the prior code before)

this is the beginning of being BACK as FUCK and now i will go the fuck to BED

plz let this twisted stubborn man drop the damn album that is All

been havin a moderately absurd week and a bit (in a good enough way) so only got around to noting the Fuckin Weeklong Delay now hah