I was so proud of myself for not having any panic attacks for almost 2 years….. just for me to be panicking right now 😢

take a break if you need to. your allowed to do that, and no one is gonna pressure you into maintaining your site if you can’t handle it tho i recommend taking a 2-week break if you do want to take one :)

I’m going to the doctor soon to see what’s wrong anyways so I might as well

it'd be for the best honestly. Reading on what you've been going through it seems like popularity has something to do with this. Just take a break for as long as you need to, and come back once you feel better, please.

I was never cut out to be popular. I didn’t expect to get 2 million views and it terrifies me. I’ll stay online cause it’s an escape for my problems EXEPT… Imma just post on Tumblr and Twitter because it’s more peaceful how I have less followers there, I think that would be a good idea

you could always try making an alt account with a different identity. Done that several times (not because I was famous, I find it fun)

If you are feeling stressed, please do take a break!! It will be better for you in the long run <3

@lemerks my art style is too distinct even if I drew something beside anime it’s still obvious it’s me…. So ppl would clock me instantly 😭😭😭

Welp, you're fucked then ig :P

I know how you're feeling, I had thoughts of deleting my website often because of it. I think neurodivergent people especially are susceptible to stressing out about "being seen" and investigated by people. If you want to hide your site for a while, putting it as "18+" hides it from the neocities listing.