mimikitty49
2 days ago
I think I’ll actually come back for real after the test is done but right now I wanna rest for a bit 😭 this was the worst week of my life
st4rdust-street
2 days ago
I’m glad you got anxiety meds! They’re super helpful!! And im glad ur back too c:
mimikitty49
1 week ago
I’m calm right now but my chest burns, too much pressure was put on my heart T_T 💔
gamepadstudios
1 week ago
Take the time you need, breaks can help with the stress and anxiety of certain things
underwhite
1 week ago
take as long as ya need, and once your okay again, leave a short message back on neocities. what matters more is your wellbeing
notyetknowspace
1 week ago
make sure to take some time to rest ur health matters most, and resting will help you recharge and get back on track whenever you're ready ;D
lemerks
1 week ago
yeah agreed with the people in the comments, just come back once you feel like you are comfortable. Nice to see that you are a tad bit better now, hopefully the break will help you more.
mimikitty49
1 week ago
I was so proud of myself for not having any panic attacks for almost 2 years….. just for me to be panicking right now 😢
underwhite
1 week ago
take a break if you need to. your allowed to do that, and no one is gonna pressure you into maintaining your site if you can’t handle it tho i recommend taking a 2-week break if you do want to take one :)
lemerks
1 week ago
it'd be for the best honestly. Reading on what you've been going through it seems like popularity has something to do with this. Just take a break for as long as you need to, and come back once you feel better, please.
mimikitty49
1 week ago
I was never cut out to be popular. I didn’t expect to get 2 million views and it terrifies me. I’ll stay online cause it’s an escape for my problems EXEPT… Imma just post on Tumblr and Twitter because it’s more peaceful how I have less followers there, I think that would be a good idea
lemerks
1 week ago
you could always try making an alt account with a different identity. Done that several times (not because I was famous, I find it fun)
st4rdust-street
1 week ago
If you are feeling stressed, please do take a break!! It will be better for you in the long run <3
mimikitty49
1 week ago
@lemerks my art style is too distinct even if I drew something beside anime it’s still obvious it’s me…. So ppl would clock me instantly 😭😭😭
frutigeraeroarchive
1 week ago
I know how you're feeling, I had thoughts of deleting my website often because of it. I think neurodivergent people especially are susceptible to stressing out about "being seen" and investigated by people. If you want to hide your site for a while, putting it as "18+" hides it from the neocities listing.
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