I understand dna cloning

feeling better yayyy

I failed lol. i’m going to let my mind think so much until I can’t anymore.

and deleting social media won’t make the void go away I need to learn how to life this wayyyyy I looked you up and your life seems so cool I wonder if you ever think about me and you? you don’t seem like the reminiscing type and you are too selfish to care anyway we are done 4

okay today’s goal sleep before 1 am . i’m going to hug myself tight and cry to fall asleep

I need to read more books listen to more music take more pictures study harder be better get prettier get skinnier buy new clothes be easy going

and for the love of god I cannot talk about my feelings w anyone. I don’t know why. it’s always been that way

I feel so dissociated from the world I cannot even enjoy the rain or the wind blowing. candles give me headaches now instead of satisfaction

and I have no form of connection with my self .. i’m totally depersonalized .. maybe that’s why I made you my entire life

one day i’ll be great!! i’m only twenty!! i’ll keep on living just to see to see what my life can be