I'm sorry to hear that you were struggling to integrate in the new group! It can be really hard feeling like the odd person out when everyone seems well-acquainted, and what sucks is that you haven't really had the chance to mingle at rehearsal :/ at least you have a chance to lay horizontally Thursday night!!

It's ok! Doesn't hurt my feelings or anything just leaves me scratching my head a bit lol. Like it's back to the drawing board I guess! But still much to celebrate and much to look forward to!

@Chey, props to you for taking the initiative! I've been living like a hermit for the past couple of months.

@vashti hermitude (a word I made up I'm convinced should be real) can be so delicious and restorative! It's definitely more comfortable than putting yourself out there. I'm hoping more exposure to these situations gives me some more resilience when it comes to social anxiety. I think the situation would've benefited from a bit more structure lol.

re: "Hermitude," I use that word all the time! Annoyed it isn't "real" LOL

@vashti ah so it isn't my creation. it just makes sense though!

"Just being alive is a good enough reason to celebrate" WORD!!!!!! Being alive is a miracle in itself, we should make the most of what this lifetime has to offer!! Your weekend-y weekend sounds fabulous (aside from the Man) and I'm happy you took full advantage of it!! ♡♡

I agree! I'm so glad that resonated <3 Life's too short not to make it fun when you can, whatever that means for you.

I love reading your updates

@manulzone you're so kind! It means a lot to me that you're here :) your mini bloglog is so charming

Peeping your album wall was so fun!! I'm a big fan of Lady Gaga as well--I can't quit the Fame Monster, haha ;u; good luck with continuing guitar practice and making new connections at work too!! Hopefully there's someone you can vibe with ♡

Omg yes @inkcaps it's such a timeless classic! Gaga literally raised me like that is truly mother. My music tastes aren't esoteric or obscure but i do know what I like!

@cheytopia knowing what you like and gravitate towards is most important tbh!!

heyyy ← (Was reading it lol)

Break a leg with your read through tonight!! What play are you performing in?? :o It sounds like you have a lot of fun stuff going on which is nice to hear!! ♡

Thank you thank you <3 It's Troilus and Cressida, a Shakespeare play no one ever does lol. I'm super excited! Haven't been onstage in many years. Gonna try to relish all this fun stuff :3 I hope you're enjoying this new season too!