i pressed the button......

Sounds like a really interesting book! I've been thinking about the idea of a family too recently, I'm also unsure but I think it's because I still have no idea where my life is going. The future is so uncertain, and having children is one of the most consequential decisions you can make. Going to spoons with my friends tomorrow, maybe I'll discuss something similar with them :)

and I wouldnt press the button, I'm quite a goody two shoes :P

dude if they didn't want us to press the button why make it big and red? i feel the same way toward the whole idea of settling down and starting a family. is it even ethical to start a family anymore with half the world burning? also have fun with fresher's week!

spooot on, pluhm. sometimes i wish i could look into the future just to give myself a sense of direction :( and i hope you guys have fun at spoons! it was a very interesting convo in terms of understanding my friends' values on family-oriented matters, though i dunno if its the best location to talk abt such LOL

i have the same thoughts, lilia!! i feel like, right now, there's way more cons than pros. it's unfortunate and spoiler alert, the button was in the bathroom. it turned on disco lights and blasted music for like a solid 5 minutes...... i felt really bad cause i think it jumpscared someone in one of the occupied stalls

im right with you when it comes to candle aisles... what if i miss one and it ends up being the best thing ive ever smelled ? i spend at least 40 minutes there haha

carissa's wierd releasing new music after 2 decades n it sounding just as soulcrushing as it did back then..! oh it's so over

how are you liking p4g!

completely get the appeal of a super simple blog page, I've been working on a simpler blog page too. It makes updating feel less daunting. I think we approach journalling rather differently. For me it's just about getting thoughts onto paper so they aren't keeping me up at night, doesn't matter if the sentences make sense. But I guess that's why my real journal isn't going anywhere near my website lol!

ive felt the same way ab articulation, maybe its derived from us wanting to be understood? if it makes sense to you, no mater how disjointed, then its worth its weight in gold. page is super clean, css is giving me brain damage rn

mononoke mentioned! hope youre enjoying it

@kirbeedia -- having sm fun so far + the soundtrack is so freakin good! had to hop on because of p4r's release... @subtopia -- i am, the animation is gorgeous! feels like its testing my media literacy skills too (𖦹﹏𖦹;)

i should probably approach journalling like how you do, pluhm... and for me, it's 100% from wanting to be understood. but in this case, i think it's def more damaging than helpful..! it'd do me some good to be less analytical n to juuust write. thank you both 4 the input, preciate it ( ˃ ᵕ ˂ )

love everything about this --- beautifully simple and articulate ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ )

ur "blandest page" is even cooler

now, the question is if i'm bothered 2 fill in the missing months/logs in auditory (ᯣ _ ᯣ)

inb4 every month is the same 5 albums, Ms. 1mil scrobbles 100 artists ROFL jkjkjkjk

aaand suddenly i have motivation 2 prove this statement wrong!