writing a labjournal makes me so unhappy for some reason

instead of iphone -> fairphone

instead of google -> ecosia instead of microsoft -> firefox or brave instead of whatsapp -> signal instead of microsoft office -> libreoffice instead of google maps -> organic maps or osmand

I fucking realised at 20 years old that I have dyscalculia and that's why I can't read clocks and maps and i'm always the last one to understand math

obsessed with the demie x rosalia x loli pictures

i mean when I look on reddit my life is not that bad goddamn what are y’all going through

I think life can be really amazing for a lot of people but you have to be extremely lucky

the people who love me the most will die never knowing me

I can never be myself. I can never come out to my family. I can never be my true self infront of the people I love. I’m skeptical friendships can fill that void for me, that family love. I think that’s why I see myself a lot in queer and trans people who had to leave everything behind

I really wish I had your freedom ugh