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zhongvie
4 days ago
seconding tina, you are reaching us. i know it’s some hours later but i do enjoy seeing ur posts here and on treefort for chats
ordainedmotion
5 days ago
I do I do. My 3 buttons are on this page: https://ordainedmotion.neocities.org/dir/sitely?z=/dir/inner/links
asmodeusvulcan
6 days ago
why do people think anime figures are a sex thing? I genuinely never understood that. I'm sorry to hear about your struggles.
zhongvie
6 days ago
i can’t wait until you’re able to be free of this hell :( literally fucked up and i’d also be SO uncomfortable with those kinda comments too
ordainedmotion
6 days ago
@asmodeusvulcan: i really don't know. i could understand maybe if they were the raunchiest figures ever, but even then, they're still pieces of art. nobody i know is doing anything like that with their figures. like even on mfc or r/animefigures, i never even see like the worst of things these days. that depravity is left for 4ch boards usually. everyone else understands the value of their figures.
knightmares
5 days ago
I'm sorry you've been through all of that horror. I hope you can cut ties once and for all. I've been in a similar situation with somebody (not exact but the same idea) + having to get rid of a longtime interest due to a bad relationship. I think your collection is amazing. I hope you can keep doing what you love to do.
ordainedmotion
1 week ago
i had to feel around my garbage disposal for his drink i swear to god i am going to destroy this little man.
ordainedmotion
3 weeks ago
General vent blog. I'll leave it up for a few days before I password lock it.
ordainedmotion
1 month ago
temporarily pulled a few links off my navigation because of a stalker situation that's been ongoing. was given the advice to hide my photos for a little while. the urls are still in place obviously but like, from an outsiders view they should be "taken down"
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i don't know what to feel anymore or do anymore actually.
I don't really know what to say but I hope things get better, no matter what happens ;;
"im expected to always be there[...]but the second i need them they're like 'i dont have time for this'" you just described every "friendship" (save one) that ive ever had
god shitty/casually abusive friends are so draining and hard to deal with. i'm so sorry you've been going through all this lately..