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manulzone
1 month ago
I do NOT understand what is going on with your former boss ????????? I'm glad the situation seems to be working out though ?? (also I see all your foodposting in this and I love it)
sauerbaker
1 month ago
I agree. It feels like maybe he feels bad? Or, I did a bad job, but he knows I can do better so he is trying to be supportive?? I dunno lol. Also, big fermenting weekend coming up for more food posting!
projectc190
1 month ago
your blogs are always so lovely to read. i like your point about the "elders" in your life especially, and overall just how thoughtful you are in your writings. good luck with that assignment btw ^^
irony-machine
1 month ago
oh my god, i want to live in peach and pickle heaven like you. re: elders, i agree completely. it's hard to break away from their ideas and judgment, but in the end you gotta do what's best for you. congrats on the move!
beeep
1 month ago
I've been with my partner 9 months and we just started the moving in together talks, I feel like if the communication is there and you're spending so much time together anyway then why wait longer? Congrats!
manulzone
1 month ago
Why is waiting 2 years better exactly. I say go for it. As always lovely to get an update from you !
manulzone
1 month ago
Btw if you ever want to post more details on the fermenting, I would be interested !
manulzone
5 months ago
On the edge of my seat about the armored combat potential hobby, LOVE how you wrote the beginning of that paragraph. It finds some kind of emotional resonance.
manulzone
7 months ago
"I’m tired of fighting my nature and general inclinations" I RELATE... Honestly I'm really happy for you Sauer. But your work team does need to get in the game if they can't manage a single day unsupervised !!
nohappynonsense
7 months ago
sauer i am so stoked to read your last few updates!!! hell yeah go get life
sauerbaker
7 months ago
Thank you both! I agree about my team lol. I have become quite ambitious of late and am really enjoying getting after it all!
manulzone
8 months ago
Your "apps" ponderings are so engaging to me as it is something I think about a lot as well. Also I loved your casino analogy, it really captures a feeling
nohappynonsense
8 months ago
excellent new year new sauer post. let me know if you'd like to be our third
sauerbaker
8 months ago
Thank you @manulzone. It's something that feels more foreign to me the less I have engaged with social media over time.
sauerbaker
8 months ago
Thank you @nohappynonsense, at this point though I think I would be a better diminished fifth
manulzone
10 months ago
It seems like you are doing well Sauer, that is good to hear. I struggle to indulge in plant propagation as much as I am invlined to do bc I am afraid of suddenly having to move and abandoning my creatures. But you're right, peehaps I should be giving them away.
sauerbaker
10 months ago
Propagating plants to give them away has been fun (it also makes me a little sad because it feels like I'm missing something looking at the hole it leaves). I also get teeny tiny figurines from the thrift store to decorate around the plant.
roccie
11 months ago
how lovely to read about your travels! side note, air becomes thinner at higher elevations; if you're not used to that sort of mountainous atmosphere, it's very common to experience extra windedness or other side effects. my mom gets headaches up high and i'm glad that your side effects were relatively mild !
sauerbaker
11 months ago
Hi Roccie! Yes that aligns with my experience, it felt like there physically wasn't enough air, and I guess there wasn't! That's neat, I didn't know that.
manulzone
1 year ago
Reading this made me regret not picking up licorice at the store !! I've been seeing a lot of water boatmen as well, they get quite big !
sauerbaker
1 year ago
I've sort of fallen into a pattern now that whenever I see black licorice at a store and I don't already have some at home, I'll get it haha. They do get big! The first one startled me because I didn't recognize it for the size
sauerbaker
1 year ago
For science, I put a whole lemon (instead of a quarter) and half a bulb of garlic (instead of 2 cloves) in a food processor with a can of chickpeas, a buncha olive oil, and some salt. 2nd round of covid seems to have cured my centuries-long battle with vampirism. Oh, but I still couldn't taste it, only feel my heart burn lol
nohappynonsense
1 year ago
i'm not a scientist but that sounds like the makings of a tasty concoction. perhaps some sort of, humm...is this--what is the word i'm looking for?
sauerbaker
1 year ago
Ah yes, good ol hummus. The peanut butter of pita. I'll have to take your word for it being tasty, on account of my lack of taste
sauerbaker
1 year ago
I can't get my meme to work and I'm tired, so, *continues to apply clown makeup*
beeep
1 year ago
we seem to be on extremely similar paths, thank you for sharing! Makes me feel like a tiny bit less of a clown lol
derw
1 year ago
thanks for sharing, sauer! I def struggle with negative imaginings of people and their possible reactions to me, especially when they're important to me. May we all make the most of our suffering <3
derw
1 year ago
oh, PS, your image needs the little root directory double period thingy added to its reference for it to work. Like this: src="../images/
manulzone
1 year ago
Sauer! It is good to hear from you. Sounds like we are abstractly in similar places right now, good to hear you ae doing good. I always enjoyed your thoughtful style of writing.
sauerbaker
1 year ago
Thank you Manul! I am looking forward to catching up on reading your posts during my time off
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"My partner came home and scooped me up like I was a cat and just twirled me around singing about it." so sweeeeeet + grats on new job :'] / re the friend, tbf having a disorder isn't an excuse to be a dick to yr friends, & all that; good luck with handling it all in ways you can... 🤧
Unsolicited advice, so take it or leave it, but I found KC Davis's book Who Deserves Your Love very helpful for understanding boundaries and how to make decisions about whether/to what extent to cut someone out of your life.
@sneek, thank you, I'm excited! It helps to hear that from others and has been shifting my perspective, I appreciate it. @emily, I usually read books to figure out how to handle these types of things, so I appreciate the recommendation! Thank you, it's going on my "to be read" list.