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rufflebumrambles
2 years ago
ahhh ty sm! I haven't coded since highschool and I've forgotten pretty much everything. It's been a slow learning process but I'm starting to get the hang of it.
inkcaps
2 years ago
@rufflebumrambles I know you'll do a great job because it's so cute already!! ;u; I started learning in last July (aside from futzing around on Neopets and Tumblr LOL) and once you know the basic principles you can create a lot of different things!! ♡♡
inkcaps
2 years ago
AHHHHH thank you Michaelina!! That means so much to hear considering how adorable your site is!! ;u;
nymphblood
2 years ago
Little Princess in black by Physical Drop looks absolutely darling. This is so precious
inkcaps
2 years ago
@nymphblood not only is it a super versatile piece (with an adorable cut!), but it would also be easy to just throw on as well. I hope to have it someday!! ♡♡ Thank you so much for looking, your comments are always so genuine! ; __ ; ♡
inkcaps
2 years ago
Late night rambling! Let me know if you can connect with any of this, I'd love to talk about it!! <3
inkcaps
2 years ago
OH and I changed the background of this month's diary! I like the light twinkling effect ; __ ;
michaelmas
2 years ago
I think it's very natural that you'd want there to be little discrepancy between how you perceive yourself & how others perceive you & you shouldn't think too hard about it. I normally feel the opposite of the feeling you've described & feel as though I'm in a perpetual state of change.
inkcaps
2 years ago
@vashti I agree on both accounts tbh!! It's something I should let go and not feel I have to justify to others. It's something I've been trying to unlearn, but for a whole time I lived like I had something to prove and I can fall into those patterns sometimes. The last few years I feel like I've changed a lot to, but mostly for better. It's fascinating to watch yourself grow over time, just like everything else does!
michaelmas
2 years ago
I think rather than seeing it as some sort of justification, you should frame it as authenticity; You're wanting to be authentic & true & there is nothing wrong with that. In fact, it's commendable & shows that you have self confidence.
ophanimkei
2 years ago
I feel really similarly. I often want people to know the truest version of myself, but I let the worst parts of myself out due to mental illness or sleep deprivation or some other silly thing. And then I feel like I have to work really hard to let people know the "truest" version of myself again even if the part of myself I displayed is technically me too.
ophanimkei
2 years ago
It's very obvious with family and friends I've known for years. My tastes and interests and personality evolved quite a bit within the last two years, and as a result, I get a lot of recommendations for things I would've liked as a teenager that I've outgrown now.
inkcaps
2 years ago
@vashti, you are very kind and I appreciate your thoughtful insight. This is a beautiful way to reframe and you're right! At its core it's all about wanting to express the most authentic version of yourself, huh? Thank you, I will keep this in mind!! ♡♡
vivarism
2 years ago
Are you perhaps worried that others won't accept your changes? Like someone might say, "oh no, I liked the old version better!" Do you need reassurance that, no matter how your beliefs evolve, you can still be loved for the Essence of Sarah at your core? You dont have to answer here and maybe I'm totally off the mark. Just something to think about.
inkcaps
2 years ago
@ophanimkei the shift from your teen years into emerging adulthood can especially be rife with change imo. It's a big time for exploring your identity and since others aren't privy to your internal world, they still have that particular impression of you. It can be hard!!
inkcaps
2 years ago
@ophanimkei it can be hard feeling like you're being authentic when burdened with things like mental illness and sleep deprivation too... it's easier said than done, but I think it's important to be forgiving of yourself for the times you've been hurting ♡
inkcaps
2 years ago
@vivarism hmm, this is interesting food for thought, I appreciate your questions!! That might be a part of it, and I have felt that fear of rejection in the past, but I think in this example it's like the fear of being perceived as flakey lest I "justify" myself?
inkcaps
2 years ago
Hi, thank you for reaching out to me about this, you're very kind! I'll keep you posted about whether I decide to join or not if that's okay! ♡
That latest track is awesome. I love the part with... the pink notes (sorry, not a music person to give you proper nomenclature :D ).
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Updated my tea party shrine with some new teahouses and adoptables! Please, come join me for a cup. ♡♡