Neocities allows anyone to create a free web site to express themselves. Want to create your own awesome site? Join us!
denpatenshi
2 years ago
it feels almost religious, in the way one is humbled before divinity, fearful and yet brave enough to do so anyway. it's really hard to write, especially when you feel like what you have to say or how you have to say it isn't good enough. but i, for one, am looking forward to more of your magical writing. ☺
swiftred
2 years ago
Oh my, I feel overwhelmed! This made my whole week. I squealed with joy as I read it. It means the absolute world to me that you took the time to say what you said. To have my writing be described as magical, theatrical, and almost religious? What a gift you've given me. I'm glad my writing was evocative of something. Thank you thank you thank you!!
swiftred
2 years ago
Thank you! And oh my goodness, yes! I’m glad you said something. I put you on there the other day and somehow overrided it
federiefederi
2 years ago
Hi, please consider supporting our neocities community project by giving us a follow... we're trying to help smaller sites gain more reach and your support would help a lot! thank you ❤
owlroost
2 years ago
I get that struggle- it's the reason I have a website templates page. XD Gets the "new layout" urge out without causing me issues.
mikegrindle
2 years ago
As someone once told me, you're not a Neocitizen until you've impulsively overhauled your site multiple times
swiftred
2 years ago
My zine page now has three zines on it. I've been going back and forth trying to figure out if I want to share all three. They're very vulnerable, and I draw my face fairly realistically in them. I'm more comfortable blurring the face and sharing, because I am proud of these and I want others to see it
michaelmas
2 years ago
Inspiring! You make me want to create a zine. Your emotions shine through with such clarity. I hope you can continue to explore yourself with this medium.
swiftred
2 years ago
Thank you so much <3 I hope you do end up making one! It's so accessible and it can be virtually anything
iztopher
2 years ago
these are fantastic!! i really like the blurred effect on the face in don't cry. i was also really struck by the "growth in inhospitable places" sketch in the Depression zine
swiftred
2 years ago
I'm glad the blur doesn't feel out of place! I really appreciate you taking the time to comment <3 and thank you, I felt really connected to that drawing. I'm glad it connects with you too!
swiftred
2 years ago
It means so so much, thank you!! I really love the drawings on your website, they're gorgeous
swiftred
2 years ago
Ahh, new blog post! I feel it is a little rough around the edges, but that is okay
michaelmas
2 years ago
Beautiful sentiment. I tell myself the same thing, that no matter what, things will be different tomorrow. It makes things seem more important. I have to know, what was the website/blog you mentioned?
That's a good approach, I should try it! Also, coming from a trans guy, I cut and have cut my hair a lot (mainly fringe adjustment or undercuts). Partially for the cheapness/convenience, but also I really dislike the hair salon experience for multiple reasons.
swiftred
2 years ago
Thank you both for your kind comments. I'm glad I'm not alone with the hair cutting. It's such a personal thing. I found https://noodledesk.net/garden/dessin this post impactful, and almost tangentially related, regarding uncertainty and the idea that the things we desire are closer than we think. I wrote that sentence, really, having multiple websites/blogs in mind that have touched me during my short time here.
swiftred
2 years ago
Vashti, I really like what you wrote the other day about there always being things waiting to be loved. Somehow that felt like a reminder that there's always beauty along the way, and I remember it helping me through the evening
art music videogames programming anime games personal food writing cats blog movies books gaming fashion photography comics animation design horror arte game drawing musica manga coding reading portfolio ocs furry poetry cute kpop history technology animals film literature philosophy fun education roblox nature sports programacion science videogame tech politics html programing travel minecraft videojuegos life gamedev love retro web 2000s school blogging pokemon diary pink fantasy computers youtube cartoons illustration idk video dogs gardening random oc arg y2k comic ai videos crafts cooking internet linux memes queer nostalgia kawaii fandom journal worldbuilding tv aesthetic films emo media webcomic cars vocaloid learning space test fanfiction business news cutecore health arts stuff math fiction culture journaling silly etc stories baking website scifi painting crochet cinema cat series punk diy 90s graphics 3d shows football archive homestuck goth psychology commissions pixelart artist dance comida makeup marketing me software program digitalart creativity dnd indie lgbt sanrio css sport lifestyle graphicdesign editing metal trans characters lgbtq aboutme friends religion plants rpg fanart funny guitar streaming cool clothes sonic rock roleplay story sewing zines deltarune code community development everything entertainment scene languages ttrpg electronics engineering aesthetics webcomics comedy study reviews weird beauty photos javascript blogs vintage cyberpunk originalcharacters hobbies webcore spirituality gay fnaf hacking social thoughts storytelling vtuber basketball it webdesign fandoms coffee soccer biology pets flowers architecture educacion lore oldweb computer project weirdcore undertale discord cosplay moda movie creative magic japan mlp shop language shopping book alternative clothing informatica ttrpgs crafting information personalwebsite radio singing nintendo chat astronomy fitness physics gatos vaporwave experimental blinkies juegos digital websites testing birds nothing about anything wip bugs money info site cybersecurity research witchcraft tvshows yaoi band japanese theatre animes projects frutigeraero crypto furries occult interests sleep sleeping tecnologia gamedevelopment finance html5 dolls autism profile all other libros television poems work knitting vampires romance fish photo visualnovels collecting puzzle events genshin essays tarot dreams transgender linguistics marvel system jogos futbol vr mentalhealth wiki gothic gym astrology resume dancing fanfic toys lain aliens peliculas apps skateboarding animations yuri stamps hiking birthday english gyaru drawings app intro meme rap whimsy cartoon mystery creepypasta medicine free developer coquette windows journalism splatoon bio chess modding puzzles family python popculture webdevelopment gamedesign interactive dog touhou robots resources mathematics teaching pixels humor osc introduction gallery zine dragons a musicals dreamcore piano mythology fnf pizza links ocean novels hobby characterdesign jfashion adventure fortnite blender online rp studying ghchs myself carrd amor cine spanish no deportes bl traveling audio roleplaying security alt vkei style pjsk craft recipes stars meow objectshows gifs danganronpa dark bunnies indiegames bfdi data fansite paranormal law pixel hiphop lol christianity shrine foods home fotografia plushies utau songs breakcore noise privacy communism swag running wrestling boardgames pinterest feminism production scenecore twitch volleyball geography zonelets ffxiv brasil filmmaking activism tf2 collage pictures podcast robotics rpgs graphic jewelry blue socialmedia death filmes tools none progamming literatura grunge designing vlog dinosaurs car outdoors cozy travelling bts lesbian 3dmodeling student things manhwa hellokitty educational transformers omori dev historia vent maths livros ecommerce sharks args electronic awesome theater stickers anarchism chemistry f1 jpop god acting novel yumeship tea scratch android misc 80s webdev lolita cafe jesus mario store girly clowns pop girls deporte environment realestate jazz starwars draw twine computing old trains pc college pastel collection vtubers whatever skating mcr dj images horses videography plurality unblocked yoga artes supernatural retrogaming construction cyber creepy services ecology help doom baseball programmer multimedia translation escuela videoediting tumblr flash insects persona computerscience gamer animales trading dc warriorcats nerd trinkets event programar miku southpark lego 3dprinting therian kandi weed forum lgbtqia surrealism hardware skincare weather green drama chatting tiktok medical swimming tattoos hi salud epic techno socialism opensource analog bitcoin sociology yes people cultura truecrime monsters sound ropa mangas modeling tabletop ideas economics java sketching visualnovel maps kdrama world tcc purple edm author bsd animanga artwork podcasts freedom angels bands hockey vhs fishing colors healthcare restaurant programas writting halloween chill vida hardcore otherkin thrifting homepage js plural cleaning academia medieval wedding racing egl cricket learn bible kirby shoes sculpture conspiracy tourism terror friendship analysis eating knowledge search brazil programacao service christian kidcore scary videogaming anthropology otaku webseries yapping creation wellness hair magazine text ambient sciencefiction scrapbooking library nails digitalmarketing tennis programa retrogames rats enstars graffiti rants hetalia turismo poesia sustainability general aviation women frogs surreal sites estudiante alterhuman ceramics theology liminal homework mods harrypotter did gacha depression crocheting creating garden analoghorror water university curso shitposting networking petz tattoo building jjba schoolproject musicas cryptids cv kdramas genshinimpact voiceacting concerts cycling drugs talking glitch academic ghosts erotica quotes 3dart writer furniture closedspecies folklore foss shrines fanfics archives cards mobile society tutorials selfship vlogs musicproduction french onepiece seals mylittlepony mtg notes character anarchy play illustrations esoteric moe spiderman performance server live theory soft rpgmaker dandysworld truth superheroes content estudio conlang review escritura ux batman dibujo kids articles programs handmade guns vampire yumeshipping startrek camping shoegaze os forsaken sanat programmation neocities company glitter crk practice quiz daily creativewriting lostmedia underground blockchain ia doodles geek bot oldinternet youtuber ultrakill whimsical bikes decor shitpost animal filosofia species musics vibes shoujo originalcharacter communication commission calculator chaos rhythmgames songwriting cs disney informacion meditation satire vinyl noticias apple sweets instagram church solarpunk training industrial todo animating scp military crime musique class vrchat blood future marxism synthesizers viajes adhd black new sims revival unblockedgames stem paganism cryptocurrency idols party house randomstuff zelda vtubing mha more evangelion fotos collections multifandom beach spooky desing disability facts google tadc bass overwatch russian instruments espanol exploration gossip embroidery advertising vegan repair rambling visualkei exercise islam programm joke dating something interactivefiction beginner geometrydash magick diario tamagotchi twitter dungeonsanddragons animalcrossing rainbow creatures jeux kink designer shifting cheese faith red cult miriadax ciencia studies finalfantasy spiritual zombies warhammer motorcycles musik argentina css3 productivity neopets silliness ddlc videgames naturaleza developing webring miscellaneous tips entretenimiento 1 frontend jobs happy tcg opinions numetal club edits miniatures au halflife musician politica jokes cities secret paint peace self cybercore sea woodworking socials tokusatsu personalpage drinks archiving
Today I read Owl's Roost's new article, "Thoughts on Wanting" and not only did it resonate with me, it also seemed relevant to the character of David from Giovanni's Room :)
I studied to teach college lit, and I think academia lets the thought that some ways of reading are better than others sift through society in a crummy way. Audiobooks are just as valid a delivery method as words on a page. (Sorry! Soapbox!!)
Thank you, I think you’re absolutely right. I voiced my insecurity in an attempt to make myself feel better. But really, listening to writing just works for my brain more than reading. Physically reading, I expend great energy to not get distracted