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vivarism 2 years ago

short (and flippant) version: not dead, not going to die. if you've been worried for me, please read the longer, more sincere version haha....

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kotteism 2 years ago

been seeing the stuff you posted and figured it was psychosis, i understand the mechanisms you've described. it's good to see you be more aware. this seems like a lot of progress, more distance to the delusions and a very constructive approach, so you have my support and hope soon it goes away completely

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vivarism 2 years ago

that's so sweet of you kotte, thank you ♥ >__+< "distance" is exactly the right word. all the best to you too, and please send capy my love. i know she was watching out for me

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kotteism 2 years ago

i've already told her you seem to be improving and she's happy about it, but sure thing :)

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lizonline 2 years ago

I'm so happy that you're doing better 🫂

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pomelo 2 years ago

4ever rooting for you Flonne 💞

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mochagatari 2 years ago

hey, I've been keeping a bit of an eye on your site, and even though I was admittedly too cowardly to say anything, I was worried and thinking of you. I'm glad you're okay and you're managing, and while I don't have the same diagnoses as you, I can honestly kinda relate to your feelings as you've written here. Please continue to take care of yourself. ;v;

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capyhaus 2 years ago

I was at the library earlier today but Kotte told me! I left a guestbook message during then but I noticed this was a psychotic episode :( You deserve happiness, I'm glad you're better!

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cloveratelier 2 years ago

im glad to hear you're doing better flonne! wishing you all the best in your self-care and recovery ♥

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vivarism 2 years ago

thank you liz, pom, capy, and kiley!! @gatari, it sounds like you wish you'd had a little more confidence, or known what to say sooner, huh? belated or not, i'll happily accept your kindness. i'm hoping both of us can find relief from what troubles us

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irony-machine 2 years ago

virtual hug from a stranger

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ydkj updated their site.

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Tumblr banned my account of 5 years because I made a joke about hitting the ceo with hammers

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I often contemplate if I should make magician Jay as some sort of character for my site

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hatsu vivarism

2 years ago

i'm sorry for posting that. i deleted my comment. it was insensitive and i should've known. hoping you feel better. again, i am sorry.

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vivarism 2 years ago

""you should've known"" i find it very hard to believd that you just didn't realize its wrong to reply sarcastic "love this!" To someonde's suicide plans. You knew and. You did it anyway. you hav major problems w actingout and regretting it an saying empty sorry later. Fuck off

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vivarism 2 years ago

And fog all the rest of you strangers chiming in on my page IM GOING TO KILL EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU! THIS OS NOT f u n n y internet drama lolzzzz i amnot having a computer problem IM A FUCKING EVIL SPIRIT HERE TO CURSE YOU ALL. GET AWAY FROM ME

vivarism 2 years ago

I hate eash and everyone one of you.

vivarism 2 years ago

Hate and hate and hate and hate. Pure hatred. The embodiment of hatred. Hate for hatreds sake.

hatsu 2 years ago

i understand. thanks for correcting me. i'll do better.

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chipsfunfun vivarism

2 years ago

hey flonne, I know you don't really like me all that much, but I heard that you were having a huge breakdown. I know you don't like me, but that's fine. I care. I hope you are okay. Things always get better, they always will. You are not a demon, you are a great woman who shares her thoughts. I hope you feel better soon.

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chipsfunfun 2 years ago

I've learned that even if we have different ideas, we can still be good people. I think you are a good person, Flonne. Even if I disagree with you on certain things.

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chipsfunfun 2 years ago

Everyone can be a good person, no matter what.

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vivarism 2 years ago

yuore too young to die. leave.

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chipsfunfun 2 years ago

I won't die, Flonne.

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chipsfunfun 2 years ago

You are human, and you have goodness. The only person who can help you is yourself, and you deserve help.

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chipsfunfun 2 years ago

A lot of people are worried about you, Flonne. I hope you feel much better soon.

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vivarism 2 years ago

chip... thank you for your concern and your kindness, and as always i wish for you to grow up healthy and strong, but as i've said before i do not want to have a personal relationship with you. i don't dislike you-- i'm indifferent and uninterested. i've deleted your comments on my other post. please don't contact me ever again.

pumpkin-ninja vivarism

2 years ago

Passing by, words has surely power. But emotions too and that bring us to state of mind we can not control sometimes. Writing is a way to express, fast, heavy, negative or good things. My neutrality would say to "watch the words, watch the thoughts." Some people are just so intense, and it's okay to witness the differences. I do care about you vivarism, we consider you as a person entierly, you're neither good or bad

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vivarism 2 years ago

regarde pas. c'est toxique et tu vas mourir. l'intensite est inexplicable, abnormal, malicieux. la spectacle ne peut que faire du mal pcq je suis malfaisant. il n'ya pas de humain ici, juste les ruses d'un demon. toi et moi les deux vont mourir

vivarism 2 years ago

MALfaisant..tu comprends? tuant et mourant et poison

pumpkin-ninja 2 years ago

Et pourtant, tu mérites toutes les plus belles choses du monde. J'ignore si tu t'en rends compte mais tu as réussi à exprimer et à offrir beaucoup de bien autour de toi. Cette capacité à écrire et à positiver tout en étant complètement bienveillant, ça a aidé, je pense beaucoup plus de personnes autour de toi que tu ne le penses !

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pumpkin-ninja 2 years ago

Réussir à pousser les gens vers un cheminement de bonheur, c'est incroyable. J'ai toujours admiré ça chez toi

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vivarism 2 years ago

Et toi aussi, dans tes écrits tu as adopté le bonheur et malheur les deux. Ton engagement de la vérité, ténébreuse et légère, m'a toujours impressionné. C'est sincère de même que poétique. En ce monde, on ne peut être que soi-même, être humain unique avec toutes les troubles et douleurs que vient avec la vie elle-même. Personne ne les évite.

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vivarism 2 years ago

Et pourtant, il y a tant que bonheur, tellement de joi, rire, conforts. Souvent plus de ça que malheur, tant qu'on veut bien chercher. Toujours, il y a un futur plus brillant qui nous attends. Donc, je vais me souvenir de tes conseils : observe les mots, observe les pensées. Je les observerai et chercherai à la lumière dans les ténèbres. Merci pour ta compassion. Je n'oublierai jamais.

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