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2 months ago

jesus christ im on the front page and the third row. what the fuck are you guys doing get me off of there thats scary. but seriously thank you for liking my personal little webbunker so much it means a lot

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killing-machine 2 months ago

fuck and im almost to 500 followers what the hell is wrong with you guys why do you like this lol

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2 months ago

added a media log, you now get to know my bad thoughts and opinions on things

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2 months ago

canadian fires have it smelling like melted plastic outside. feels like im breathing it in too. i really hope canada can get some help controlling the fires soon its terrible up there. the sky is fucking tuna pink from it where im at

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killing-machine 2 months ago

its rough out there. please stay safe out there to any canadians, wear respirators and masks. stay cool and stay hydrated

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leafyyy 2 months ago

its bad here in ontario

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killing-machine 2 months ago

@leafyyy i heard how bad it is over there. stay safe

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killing-machine 2 months ago

added a canadian wildfire relief fund website from canadahelps.org ive got some friends up there and it'd be really helpful to give some support for anyone whos in danger. its really fucking bad

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2 months ago

if you have aol/aim, youre welcome to try and find me. its very easy to guess my username

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cr34t0r 2 months ago

whats aol?

killing-machine 2 months ago

@cr34t0r aol or aim is an old school messaging platform. imagine it like discord for the late 90s to early 2000s

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cr34t0r 2 months ago

ooo ok

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killing-machine ichomancer

2 months ago

i made a tardigrade for your aquarium, hopefully its not too small: https://killing-machine.neocities.org/cliques/tardigrade.gif

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ichomancer 2 months ago

Oh woo! I love Tardigrades, one of my favorite! Thanks killing-machine :) I'm a big fan of madness combat as well haha. I added the tardigrade as a "Shrimp" at the bottom. I just figure I should let you know since you haven't added a fish yet, but the shrimp don't link to back to your website or anything, and are just contributed for the love of the game. Same with the plants too. Either way, thank you! Looks great!

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killing-machine 2 months ago

thats fine i dont mind if im not linked back, i did make it tiny so im perfectly find with that. i really did want to contribute for fun. and i might add some other plants and things if im bored enough. also hello fellow madness enjoyer

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killing-machine 2 months ago

i dont know if theres a size limit but it'd be hilarious if it was very small

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ichomancer 2 months ago

Hell yeah! Looking forward to it :) I'm trying to imagine what a fish might look like in the madness art style lol

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2 months ago

https://file.garden/ae7AdVAoTDGIu8At/artfiles/carouseltwins_V2.mp4 take 3

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https://file.garden/ae7AdVAoTDGIu8At/artfiles/carouseltwins.mp4 wip until i come back and make it look better. sketchy mess

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s0viesweb 2 months ago

so mf cool :o

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killing-machine

2 months ago

made a poll on my tumblr for this but figurd id ask here, if i were to stream myself working on that grunt dressup game would people be interested in watching that (i can also save it as a vod too for late watchers)

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2 months ago

i really like it here on neocities, everyone is really supportive and chill but i think im starting to get overwhelmed by all the eyes on me. i dont know how you guys do it.

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killing-machine 2 months ago

i think its easier to remember theres people out there because people treat me like a person here so random bursts of realization that theres. so many fucking people here. like actually here looking at me. its wild, i honestly just wanted to have a spot to express myself and collect web gadgets and toys. its pretty cool but freaky.

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killing-machine 2 months ago

if this is difficult to read then thats normal, im extremely brain fogged and its hard to focus on making things legible.

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shittymeat999 2 months ago

I get what you mean!! Im slowly growing and its scaring me a little bit.. ive seen some sites get deleted because they got caught in the crossfires of something for no reason, and theres also people who are still around. I made my website SHITTY meat for a reason when i made it, to fuck around with html and stuff. So i feel the exact way

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diremptiness 2 months ago

I get this a lot. My coping mechanism is to just kind of disconnect? Since all my work is done locally and then uploaded to Neocities later, I try to just get on once a day (at most) and upload. Then I'm "done" for the day, I browse a little, check out some new sites and finish my day. Does this work? Not all the time. But it helps sometimes.

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rowandrone 2 months ago

If it helps, as someone who has very few followers and views, but loves keeping up with more 'established' pages, I pay more attention to the creation than to the creator. At the same time, so valid to feel the way you do.

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goooby 2 months ago

i was literally thinking about this last night, lol. starting college has me freaked that my website has too much sensitive information on it and maybe i overdid it a bit 😭. maybe i wouldn’t be so scared if i didn’t have 1k+ followers. ultimately it is overwhelming, and even turning off your nc profile can help. or just letting things die down for a bit.

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olliveen 2 months ago

dude i totally feel that, sometimes i realize how many eyes are on my site and i get scared

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tabf5 2 months ago

I have a bit of an opposite problem where my creative background for the decade before joining Neocities was to try and make things that got me seen on the giant social media apps, to fulfill some sort of attention I wasn't getting in my real life. Still trying to learn how to not rely on the (unexpected) attention my Neocities page got as it grows on here too. TL;DR dont do clout kids

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olliveen 2 months ago

@tabf5 I UNDERSTAND THAT TOO!!! i feel like my feelings about my site's visibility are constantly oscillating between being being nervous that so many people are paying attention to me and chasing that validation i desperately wanted when i tried (and failed) to become a famous instagram artist in high school lol

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cr34t0r 2 months ago

i can relate hank, everyone is so nice. their websites are so cool. no toxicity and stuff.. you just make fun stuff.. dw about the views and followers, its not about how popular you are, its about that you keep making stuff you like and thats the whimsy of having self expression, freedom and self expression..

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websitelink 2 months ago

i totally feel it, i mean i only have like 10 followers and 4k views but i think thw thing that makes me be like "nah no one is looking at my website im still small" is (besides comparing it to twitter where i do get interactions) think that the views apre people that only click at your website for one second and then click off. i dont know if thats how neocities work nor i wanna know if its different

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killing-machine 2 months ago

thank you for all the replies, it feels really nice to be heard like this and actually comforting knowing im not alone feeling this way. i apprecaite you guys's time and comments i just dont have much else to say besides thank you annd glad im not alone on this boat of fears. its actually comforting too and it feels like a lot less pressure.

killing-machine 2 months ago

@tabf5 i've got a history of also trying that but it became overwhelming when i kept getting stalkers and in really abusive relationships with people so it's become more just be trying to unlearn being a content maker and be more myself. so far so good i hope

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