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axayacatl

1 year ago

my next diary entry is one of my favorites but its gonna take me a few days bc its intense i just wanted to say sometimes you guys will email me about being interested in demonaltry u are free to do what u want to do but baby not every spirit is the same temperment and personality there is no binary good and evil on that side but these things will try to kill you sometimes ive always known that

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axayacatl 1 year ago

i finally got to experience that wisdom for myself and im thankful and my love is free but do not do not do not do not summon anything if you arent prepared to die i didnt have the words for that until now ty

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axayacatl 1 year ago

it's been irresponsible of me to write about what i do without that disclaimer first and im sorry

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axayacatl

1 year ago

its funny that the seemingly mindless choices you make lead up to the most beautiful monstrous things

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axayacatl

1 year ago

taking another little break i think im changing my living situation

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letslearntogether 1 year ago

I hope all is well 🙏 Be safe.

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axayacatl 1 year ago

its good change! im ok

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axayacatl neogaucho

1 year ago

this is cool

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neogaucho 1 year ago

thank you!

axayacatl

1 year ago

nom nom nom

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axayacatl 1 year ago

i wanna play royal high sb rn

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axayacatl 1 year ago

WAIT WOULD U GUYS PLAY ROBLOX WITH ME

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fallenfleurs 1 year ago

WAIT YOU PLAY ROBLOX TOO??? -eyes-

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

omg roblox with axa sounds so fun

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axayacatl

1 year ago

what do you guys do when people ask for your social media it usually doesnt go anywhere for me bc my site isn't mobile friendly but the thought of that scares me because what if they don't get my metal esoteric menhera coded vibes

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axayacatl 1 year ago

what if they think i'm larping

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

that is so real, I need to find a way to make my site mobile friendly

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axayacatl 1 year ago

im gonna go back to m original plan of making separate css files for mobile, add me on discord and i'll send you the js for it when i get to it

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

omg site is kinda mobile friendly I sent how I did it in goatcvlts server and pinged u lmao it kinda works but its better than nothing at this point lmao

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onlytrichromatic 1 year ago

I don't know how to say this is a more eloquent way but my mindset is basically just "idc" lol... (I'm not trying to be dismissive!! That's just my own mindset and it is not for everyone!!)

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@onlytrichromatic thats the right mindset for most things lol

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fallenfleurs 1 year ago

Now I mainly send them to either my site, or give them my email {not really a social media but its a way to contact me aside matrix, XMPP, or discord}. Other than that i'm still on tumblr and the rest is just forums i'm on. Most times i just give my email/im i guess?

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i wrote a new diary entry its a love letter to survival. i'll add some kind of image later, my creative flow is kind of all over the place rn and i'm just going with it

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axayacatl 1 year ago

collage!

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axayacatl updated their site.

1 year ago

diary/2025/042325

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diary/2025/042225

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axayacatl 1 year ago

javascript ...................................... javascript

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i consume kawaii so i am kawaii

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i love blogging

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axayacatl updated their site.

1 year ago

about

diary/2025/042225

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diary/2025/041625

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letslearntogether 1 year ago

Thought-provoking and nuanced writing as always Axa. As is my custom, I had written a bunch of comments exploring various aspects of what you wrote, but then I was personally reminded of some things (trigger warning): https://purelyconstructive.neocities.org/healing.pdf 💜

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@letslearntogether this is a very relevant document to me right now, thank u. i appreciate your responses as always

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i get decapitated a lot

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axayacatl 1 year ago

i wish my site was more unsettling

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axayacatl skeltrr

1 year ago

lifelover, nin, postal and sick art ♡ loving ur site!!

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skeltrr 1 year ago

Thank you! I love yours, too, it's so inspiring. I really enjoyed reading through your diary entries, I appreciate the way you think and talk about things <3

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axayacatl

1 year ago

does anyone have the link to that widget that gives u a pixel cat that runs around your site

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radspeon 1 year ago

https://webneko.net/ !!!

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axayacatl 1 year ago

thank u omg!!

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axayacatl updated their site.

1 year ago

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axayacatl updated their site.

1 year ago

tarot

artwork

index

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axayacatl 1 year ago

rlly enjoying sketching with pen

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i was planning to do so much irl and on my site today and now i have one of those crazy headaches where u can feel it behind ur eye

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

that sounds horrid my goodness hope you feel better soon <333

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letslearntogether 1 year ago

While it could potentially be from a variety of causes (such as dehydration and/or eyestrain), it is worth trying this accupressure point: Gently pinch the soft spot between the thumb and index finger of one hand with the thumb and index finger of the other...I hope you feel better soon.

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fallenfleurs 1 year ago

I get those myself, please take care of yourself, and try taking a hot shower and then using a cold compress if you can. I know sometimes they can help (?)

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axayacatl 1 year ago

thanks! im taking everyones advice

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axayacatl

1 year ago

the future is full of cyborg vampires

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onlytrichromatic 1 year ago

I'm so excited

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axayacatl grossgirl94

1 year ago

i love your gingham collection, i added your button to my site!

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fallenfleurs axayacatl

1 year ago

I added your button to my site, I hope you don't mind. Your site resonates with me on a deep level, and I always look forward to new updates from you <3

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axayacatl 1 year ago

thank you! i added yours too. i love the look of your site and i'm excited to see what you do with the worlds you make

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