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fries-and-ice-cream
1 month ago
I deeply relate to today's entry. It's so incredibly disorienting living in this world. Thank you for trusting us enough to share something so personal to you. You'll always be Ashley to me. No matter what you are. I want to tell you to be brave but being brave isn't easy especially in our messed up world. It's so suffocating not being able to express yourself out of fear for what will happen to you. Despite it all..
fries-and-ice-cream
1 month ago
I still want to be me. To love myself just the way I am. This world might not change. Violence occurs no matter what... people are hurt over things they can't change every day. So despite it all I still want to live my life. Life is short and after I experienced something traumatic I wished I could just hide away from the world. I still want to sometimes. But thing I want the most is to be happy.
fries-and-ice-cream
1 month ago
I want you to be happy too. I hope happiness finds you one day. That you say goodbye to your loneliness. Above all, I hope that you can find solace and peace somewhere away from the harsh reality of this world. I'm lowkey rambling but I really wanted to tell you this. Ily Ashley ♡
irrelevantreviews
1 month ago
You wanna know something personal? I think Ashley is a beautiful name. And nothing will ever change that part of you. ❤️
lattematche
1 month ago
You are a real girl, just one that needs to bear hardships that most people can't even imagine. I can really resonate with what you told us in this post. Like, the whole reason I feel so low and bitter all the time inside as I try to not show any of it. Recent loss just opened up that huge wound in myself and amplified this feeling of loneliness and darkness a thousand fold. Thank you for this post,
lattematche
1 month ago
it helps me feel some kind of comfort in knowing that I'm not alone in feeling this eerily similar mindset in very similar circumstance as a closeted trans man. i hope you'll take care of yourself and treat yourself kindly in this wretched world we live in. You are one of most deserving, kindest girls I've ever met on the internet :)
e0nbreak
1 month ago
(also jigsaw voice) Hello trash. I would like to play a game. a button exchange game. Consider yourself added FOOL!
cinni
1 month ago
hmm good question! I would say first of all to not be discouraged! the process of figuring out a problem makes one more fluent in HTML :] and that the internet is full of resources! there's almost an answer for how to do everything! and that inspect element is your best friend - you can select anywhere on a page and learn the code behind it, which is how I picked up a lot of what i know! good luck ^^
bevweb
1 month ago
thank you!!!! i cant wait to see how you take the ms paint look its a style we need more of
four-shrine
1 month ago
if it shows scrollbars on the warning page im not sure why its doing that, when i click threw here it shows them but when i click threw nekoweb its not doing that. im sure why its doing that i as i said its not supposed to show up....
four-shrine
1 month ago
if wonder is wondering what changed i js removed the pretty sensitive blog post
four-shrine
1 month ago
js something about a really bad person in my life that i wish i could forget, thats all
fries-and-ice-cream
1 month ago
Hi Ashley! I read your blog and idk if I understand it all but I wish to tell you that it's ok to want things. It's ok to let yourself wish for more even if at times it seems those wishes may break you. We're human our lives are never complete. I hope you overcome your burnout and any other heavy emotions weighing you down. You don't suck and you matter a lot to me. Stay safe!!
spotties
1 month ago
Thank you dear for taking your precious time to sit through all of that. @fries-and-ice-cream
naviimiu
1 month ago
ashley hihi !! just like mani said , it is completely normal to want and wish things.. and i can completely relate to your situation >_< but feeling burnout is normal! it's a sign that our body needs a break, and we, percieve it as laziness. i hope you feel your best soon, and i hope you get / do everything you've wanted !! it is totally fine for us to ponder. know that u are awesome and so is ur blog! we love you <3
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