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axayacatl

4 months ago

https://axayacatl.bandcamp.com/album/excess-of-ministry is out as re-release! the tea party is soon, thank you for your patience! thank you, to long time readers and listeners even when things online were quiet

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axayacatl 4 months ago

i'll be posting on this live feed as well

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axayacatl

4 months ago

it's the middle of the night and i'm thinking about how young we all are. i'm only in my early 20s still, there's nothing that has to happen because i'm doing something. i imagine cacodemons and how they're ancient and even the 50s is infantile to them. my existence just began. that's not very scary that's wonderful

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axayacatl

4 months ago

nicotine isn't fashion, vintage aesthetics come to mind recently. it's obvious 'heroin chic' is pro-drug use it's suppose to be. the beauty is not the people, it's their obvious self abuse. it's always the makeup not the clothes because it's not makeup. it's the closest you get to recreating it without drugs or starvation. the fantasy is becoming a symbol that beats death

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axayacatl 4 months ago

i've been nicotine free for coming five years. fashion is clothing.

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krystalspalace 4 months ago

I will say I do romanticize my nicotine addiction quite a bit but I agree with you 1000% I just do that to justify it to myself also congrats on being nicotine free!!!!

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axayacatl 4 months ago

you know, i don't think there's a problem with that! i think that's fine. i romanticize my isolation often. beauty is not always appealing to everybody or palatable. i am very much so a computer "freak" and paranoid about outside world, in the sense it really gets to me. it's never leaving in my personality and i think it's beautiful because my computer is a shrine to all i find beautiful, not pretty

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axayacatl

4 months ago

https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/slaughter are you hungry for me? i am.

axayacatl 4 months ago

and while you're at it there is no dessert https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/meat

axayacatl updated their site.

4 months ago

ETH

realms/salem

realms

realms/slaughter

axayacatl

4 months ago

i stopped liking Euphoria a long time ago not because of the sex, but because the actresses. i don't like this approach to character building. she, as in the character, is more than a visual experience. i always felt jacob elordi was a little more involved than them when really he's just acting. i see modeling.

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underwhite 4 months ago

I’m neutral with it it sucks but it doesn’t suck sometimes

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axayacatl 4 months ago

i like the color palettes of season 2. i like the hostility they have for eachother in season one without being violent. that's kind of it for me

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axayacatl

4 months ago

https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/mahjong patterns that come from nothing! nothing!

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axayacatl

4 months ago

i'm finely attuned to the fact a lot more occultists are finding my site and a lot of them are losing and blaming me. i'm discovering hate is multifaceted, if i go forward this i must be attuned to hate. cacodemons say go for it, being hated is the best feeling. it's an accelerated path of success

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daliwali 4 months ago

harvest their loosh

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krystalspalace 4 months ago

i cant imagine ppl hating on u??? whats to hate?! ur a gem!

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axayacatl

4 months ago

first cycle of software evaluation complete! reviewing data from rituals for editing

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axayacatl 4 months ago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdemMovDtYg

axayacatl

4 months ago

https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/lyfe my first occult book was about the kabbalah and i started adapting those lifestyle practices immediately. this journey has been ruthless and wonderful

axayacatl updated their site.

4 months ago

realms/mahjong

realms/chess

poetry

realms

realms/lyfe

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axayacatl

4 months ago

https://axayacatl.neocities.org/1778692810532.jpg where dreams are filed.

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axayacatl

4 months ago

i wish there were more games like Royale High free to play separate from Roblox, especially solo gaming. my own little palace world

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axayacatl 4 months ago

"From Barbie to Mortal Kombat" isn't the best discussion on the topic but feminine gaming has always existed. it touches on that idea: why are we only associated with individual genres when our toys cover a lot of ground in this market

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axayacatl

4 months ago

the song in APOCRYPHA_CORE.exe is gentle and lovely

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axayacatl 4 months ago

"The rice bends in identical directions all at once tonight despite the absence of wind. Tens of thousands of pale stalks leaning simultaneously toward the eastern towers where something enormous pulses behind the cloud barrier. Not visible exactly."

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axayacatl 4 months ago

"Only corporate satellites blinking in synchronized prayer patterns."

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axayacatl 4 months ago

24720 characters • 3480 words

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axayacatl

4 months ago

https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/revenge x_x let the bodies hit the flooooooor

axayacatl

4 months ago

i had a very slow day, again

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axayacatl

4 months ago

dancing with baerith. he leads the way!

axayacatl

4 months ago

i'm thinking about building something like this again https://axayacatl.neocities.org/images/fuzzdualecho.png it's been years. i don't like looking back but it is fun still

axayacatl

4 months ago

i like the new update actually, wow. everything color coded nice it makes me want to make my own custom css for this. more please

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axayacatl

4 months ago

i don't know my feelings that's my biggest strength i just react and someone tells me how i sound is how i feel so it must be "true" i don't know

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axayacatl 4 months ago

i'm not depressed i think i'm like a black petal or something. just soft intellectual is my mood all day. what she does matters as only that

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