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Hey Blue, I know birthdays don’t really feel like a celebration for you, and I won’t try to force that. But I just want to say—I’m really glad you’re here. You matter, even on the days it doesn’t feel like it. I hope today is at least a little easier for you, and if not, that’s okay too. Just know you’re not alone. Happy birthday.
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velvetblue
1 year ago
thank you, i think i really needed this right now. i really appreciate being told this, it makes me feel a lot less alone for once. seriously, this really means a lot to me. youre an amazing person. thank you <3
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niicespiice
1 year ago
yeah i feel like i haven't changed since i was 12 😭 but tbf i am younger than you
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niicespiice
1 year ago
^ this is why it makes me mad when people insult 12-year-olds, because i basically am one still somehow 🥴
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ninjaweb
1 year ago
Ageing is a chance to get closer to wisdom, to experience life and observing how the world is immense. We are so small and so lost at the beginning, then you will find your way. Enjoy your time here, happy birthday Blue.
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sweetheartmemory
1 year ago
Happy birthday! I definitely understand the feeling of loosing teenage years slipping away… 19 is such a purgatory age
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tsulli
1 year ago
Happy birthday, Blue. 19 was such a complicated time in my life, so I feel you! For someone more far in the road in terms of years, it will get better, I promise.
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virtually-isolated
1 year ago
i remember being so lost at the same age. fumbeling through schools and crappy jobs, not wanting to exist. it took time but i found a place to call home, people to call friends. it's hard, but i know you'll get there, too. happy birthday blue
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maggotgirl2002
1 year ago
happy birthday blue. i hope you will find as you get older, you'll have more autonomy, control, and agency in your life, and it will grant you peace and resilience. i will pray for courage and any wisdom you need to find you, and for much hope. i will also pray for your good health. congratulations, and i am very proud of you for making it so far.
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hubbardian
1 year ago
Happy Birthday, Blue! The Q&A about the specific aesthetic is interesting to me. <3
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do u listen to sloppy jane? u seem like u would really fw haley dahl
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velvetblue
1 year ago
i've actually never heard of them until now but after hearing a few songs off madison, i definitely plan to check out more of their discography!! thank you for the recommendation <3
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blackmagegaming
1 year ago
Man, this diary entry hit me really hard. Self-loathing is a bitch, and I struggle to overcome it on a daily basis, to the point where I get no work done, which leads to an endless downward spiral of hate and anger. I do my best to not lash out at others, but it comes across as me bottling up these feelings.
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theclocktower
1 year ago
I don't really suffer from self-loathing myself but I can relate to the idea of being worried that everything will come crashing down soon. I know nothing about mental health so I can't really help much, but I hope things improve for you. Sorry that I'm pretty useless.
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hi your site is super cool! and super blue!! it burns my eyes but in like, a good way. and i love the persona 3 theme! pretty much everything about it is a treat to my eyes
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Hope you're doing good
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rotbrain
1 year ago
The constant pressure to have to perform "sociability" is easily the thing that scrapes away the most at my sanity in my day-to-day, abstract and indirect cruelty. Glad you are able to find consistent reprieve at night, away from the judgement of others.
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rotbrain
1 year ago
By the way, I'm fairly certain the site-closing scripts only change the index, I usually just bypass them by just appending "/about" to the url, lol.
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wiredphantom
1 year ago
I read your diary, and I just want you to know that I’m here. You’re not alone.
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i think that if you're just writing it, without really the purpose your heart is in - just doing it "for the sake of making it technically better," is there any point? at that point, you may as well quit entirely. would you be okay with that? with quitting?